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Just Isn't Enough...

I gotz a tumblr?! ThePincushionFiles.tumblr.com
It was fun while it lasted, blogspot (:

New hair extensions. I looked pretty damn cute today.

I'm done throwing myself a pity party. I'm the epitome of awesomesauce, and I can do better than an insensitive asshole. I hope one day while youre getting blown by fugly lame biiitch, you realize that you had me, the geek goddess bound in mortal flesh, and despise yourself for the rest of your miserable life for the way you treated me. Am I full of myself? Possibly. But I know I don't deserve this. All i've ever wanted is for you to be happy... just wish it could've been with me. Guess that's just the universes way of telling me its ok now to go back to DL and frakk their Darth Maul. Awesomesauce.

I know it's been awhile, but I have no one to talk to at 4am & i'm distraught. I've fallen for a complete asshole. Surprise, surprise, right? Ugh what's wrong with me? He's everything I could ever ask for. The down side... I feel like he takes me for granted... I feel so neglected& worthless sometimes. I'm so distraught. Last night was the fist night in a long time that I actually cried myself to sleep. I brought up how I feel to him... and well... it didn't end well. Things are probably over between now. I keep telling myself that there are plenty of nerdy fish in the universe... but he's the fishy for me. Why isn't he as into me as I am to him? What am I doing wrong? I'm so depressed it's ridiculous. Great... now i'm crying again...

...i just want to cut everyone out of my life. i'm mentally exhausted. i hate that you dont know who i think i am... stop treating me like every other girl. and to the one who worships the ground i walk on, i wish i felt the same way about you... things would be so much simpler. why do we all fall for people we'll never have? le sigh. i really think some people are just destined to be alone.

this one year hiatus is over. time to be awesomesauce again.

February 26th me and Shley went to the university's Pirate Party :]!
Delicious mystery brownies. Caricatures. Hilarious magic show (i'm not sure how that was piratey). Aaaand a costume contest. Yours truly won the costume contest... guess what my grand prize was... the Pirates of the Caribbean Trilogy. Now I own 3 of each film >_< backups right??
Shley placed too... and won the movie 'Hook' which she already owned too. Seriously, UNLV, you need to invest in some better prizes.
After that we went to Treasure Island in our pirate costumes. People kept asking us if we worked there, haha. We ate delicious tiramisu and cannoli cake... and got hit on by drunk gamblers. Awesomesauce night <3