Monday, June 20, 2011

dear blog diary...

I know it's been awhile, but I have no one to talk to at 4am & i'm distraught. I've fallen for a complete asshole. Surprise, surprise, right? Ugh what's wrong with me? He's everything I could ever ask for. The down side... I feel like he takes me for granted... I feel so neglected& worthless sometimes. I'm so distraught. Last night was the fist night in a long time that I actually cried myself to sleep. I brought up how I feel to him... and well... it didn't end well. Things are probably over between now. I keep telling myself that there are plenty of nerdy fish in the universe... but he's the fishy for me. Why isn't he as into me as I am to him? What am I doing wrong? I'm so depressed it's ridiculous. Great... now i'm crying again...

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