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Just Isn't Enough...

I gotz a tumblr?! ThePincushionFiles.tumblr.com
It was fun while it lasted, blogspot (:

New hair extensions. I looked pretty damn cute today.

I'm done throwing myself a pity party. I'm the epitome of awesomesauce, and I can do better than an insensitive asshole. I hope one day while youre getting blown by fugly lame biiitch, you realize that you had me, the geek goddess bound in mortal flesh, and despise yourself for the rest of your miserable life for the way you treated me. Am I full of myself? Possibly. But I know I don't deserve this. All i've ever wanted is for you to be happy... just wish it could've been with me. Guess that's just the universes way of telling me its ok now to go back to DL and frakk their Darth Maul. Awesomesauce.

I know it's been awhile, but I have no one to talk to at 4am & i'm distraught. I've fallen for a complete asshole. Surprise, surprise, right? Ugh what's wrong with me? He's everything I could ever ask for. The down side... I feel like he takes me for granted... I feel so neglected& worthless sometimes. I'm so distraught. Last night was the fist night in a long time that I actually cried myself to sleep. I brought up how I feel to him... and well... it didn't end well. Things are probably over between now. I keep telling myself that there are plenty of nerdy fish in the universe... but he's the fishy for me. Why isn't he as into me as I am to him? What am I doing wrong? I'm so depressed it's ridiculous. Great... now i'm crying again...